Inactivity does no good for me

Been sleeping <6 hours this few days..

I just cant sleep longer even though my eyes are tried.

The stinging feeling in the eye is nagging. But when I do lie down, the idea of sleeping just turns me off.

Been living my lives through serial, anime, and books this two weeks.

Seems like any character in all these serial, anime, and books live a more exciting live than me..

Seems as though my life has been a very boring one..

Hmmmmm..

Just finished the half blood prince..

Its a good book.. Love the book..

It kept me engaged way past midnight..

And it kept me awake thinking of what has happened. The demise of Dumbledore. The waste effort retrieving the Horcrux. Draco Malfoy's attempts. And whether Severus is seriously with Dark Lord.

Somehow I still trust Dumbledore. He must be right. So he cant be wrong about Severus.

And I didn't really want to catch the movie. I'm afraid the movie may spoil the book.. Hurrr..

Now I'm left with one last book. Don't really want it to end.. But it has been quite a long journey, and Voldemort had deserved to be dead already.

I wonder why I woke up so early this morning when I had such a late night. I recall my nightmare a night ago though. I had a haunted dream. I was in some hotel, with a friend whom I dont know the identity. Then there was a corpse under the bed.. And after a while, I seem to be followed. Its a very disorganised dream and it story didn't flow at all. But it kept me disturbed when I woke up.

I think my chicken pox and being stuck at home isn't really that fantastic. But still I cant complain much when I get to rest at home.

OMG..

Shippo is a guy...

I always thought he is a girl..

Been watching different anime these few days, hoping to find a nice one to continue..

Found a decent one.. Inuyasha is not bad..

Kaichou-maid-sama is nice too.. haaa

Had a dream last night.

Usually dreams are loosely associated with reality. But yesterday, somehow, it wasn't last night.

In the dream, I was accepting another appointment to start working when I had actually already started working in another company for a day. I was kinda of worrying about how to quit the existing company..

It seems so natural for me to be looking for jobs and trying to find the best job for myself.

Even after I woke up, it didnt occur to me that I have already been working for quite a while already. I'm still in the looking-out-for-jobs state and that I'm new to working state.

And it took a long while before it dawned on me I started remembering that heyyy, I have been working.

Its a very weird feeling..

As if I have amnesia and just remember that I am working..

Funny..

7th day of chicken pox.

5th day of MC.

No working, no jogging, no exercising..

小病是福吧.

5 more days of MC to go before life goes back to normal..

its kinda refreshing. to be stuck at home..

Nua-ing feels extremely good.. when there is a perfect excuse to nua..

though it can get a bit boring at times.

4 days at home..

Never step out at all..

10 more days..

Less than half way down, and i'm freaking bored already...

Restless. Dont feel like doing anything..

The itch is horrible..

After much exhaustion..

I slept at 11. Woke up at 230.

Slept at 4. Woke up at 5.

Slept at 530. Woke up at 7.

And cannot sleep anymore..

Gave up... Getting my mum to get some otc antihistamine.. Hopefully it ll reduce the itch and give me some drowsiness.

Chicken pox is really torturous.

Freaking itch..

I wonder if i can sleep tonight..

More and more rashes.. OMG..

ITCH!!!

its itching madly...

argghhhh

Santa Claus is comingggg tooo townnnnn..

But i got 2 weeks of MC..

And i'm imprisoned.

I gotta chicken pox.

-_-""

Typical me

Guess what I did..

I was craving for cherry tomato. So I dropped by NTUC at tpy when I was going home one day.. Bought a pack of cherry tomato.

While queuing for the bus.. I started opening the pack and stealing some out to munch..

When i reach home and wanted to put into the fridge, I saw the sign..

"WASH BEFORE EATING!!"

Erppppppsssssss

My fridge is full of red/green/white agar agar, full of nata de coco..

So pretty..

But too bad, it could be sweeter... erppppss...

Agar agar with nata de coco!!

First time making them though..

=)

Reminded me of someone though.. Hmmmmmmm..
Haizzzz..

But still... Agar Agar!!

Cost engineer's favourite dessert!! =)

Ham Ham 一天出走历险记 ended off with a successful recapture of the wanted hamster.

Erpss..

It must be an adventurous day for it.

Going to curl into a ball soon.. hurrr..

Damn it..

Gastric pain is back...

the rain thwarted my running plans.. Booohoooo..

but anyway i'm hungry..

it feels good to eat once i get home..

but i would have preferred to run.

Just realized that a pork floss bun's calories is like the same an entire bowl of sliced fish bee hoon noodles...

WAAA LAAAOOOOS...

No wonder how much i exercise also no use.. cos i eat pork floss bun almost every other day..

Plus its not filling lorr.. And then I will eat something else..

Ok. Even peanut butter is healthier apparently..

Ok peanut butter bread is the way to gooooo.. Yayzzz..

I just keep eating & eating & eating...

Other than the time that I went out to site.. I just keep eating in office.. PRACTICALLY..

Breakfast. then i went out to site.. Then lunch. Then eat & eat & eat & eat until i go home.. And i continue eating & eating..

OMG!!

And I went to goggle.. Seems like many dozens woman experience the same problem..

"Almost all women get an increased appetite before their period and it is a classic symptom of PMS. Not all doctors believe that it can increase your appetite but that doesn't mean that it doesn't. Most women just give in to their cravings but if they are causing you problems there are various things that you could try."

I'm just glad that there was a fruit party in the mid afternoon.. so at least majority of my eating isnt that unhealthy..

Bahhh.. Back to square 1, with my blood phobia..

UNIVERSAL STUDIO

But a bit too small to be a universal studio though..

Eat & eat & eat & eat..

My nokia phone died in sleepp.. booohooooo..

This week will be an exciting week..

Yayness..

=)

On leave!!!

WUahahahha

Eat too much junk food again..

Bahhhhh..

They are just one bit too tempting..

I merely stopped watching Grey's anatomy for a week plus..

(I was getting better with the operation's bloody scene) Now i'm back to square one..

I just committed suicide..

Drank half a cup of instant coffee..

What did I dooooooo...

Somehow I just have strong and weird cravings all this while..
Bahhhhh

Waaaaaaaaaa.

AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I dont feel good....... Caffeine is baddddddd...

Its so easy to get out of control..

Bahhhhhh

WTH

On course..

Buffet lunches and suffering from gastric??

Hehhhh.. WTH..

Diminishing fire...

Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban..

Such a nice book. But there are so much, SO MUCH details were lost in the movie.. Such a pity.

Ok.. I give up..

Why am I forcing myself through this..

WTH..

=(

I think i cannot survive Grey's Anatomy.. I think I'm giving up..

So sleepy..

Forgot to bring my phone out with me.

In the office and reluctant to start work..

A little sick..

Had v little sleep over the weekend. Plus training in extreme sun on saturday rain on sunday.

Headache and a little feverish.

Went to visit my daddy.. He doesnt recognise me.. And this time I know he is not playing with me.. He honestly seems to not know who I am..

Sighs...

Shrugs..

He has been asking about my mother though. He seems to miss her.. At least he remembers her..

Trying to watch Grey's anatomy to improve my blood phobia..

Its tough.

Its so tiring to travel between simei and home after work..

The laundry has not been done for a week..

Laundry that was done was not packed to where they belong for a week..

The floor has not been vacuumed for a week, not say mopped.

And I'm too shag to do anything, but to bathe and wait for my hair to dry before I head for bed.. And most of the time, I knocked out before my hair totally dries..

1 week + more to go.. Jia you jia you..

Less than an hour to a year older..

And like most.. I'll prefer not to grow older..

Last day of being 23...

13th October doesnt feel like any big deal anymore..

Somehow i prefer people to not make a hoo-haa about it.. and I dont feel like pretending as if I'm excited about it..

Ohh nooo.. is my heart growing too old??

Sian maxx..

double fits attack..

sending to hospital..

and its CHANGI HOSPITAL..

OMG..why cant it be nearer.. hurrr

my mummy went back to indonesia..

my daddy in a far away land called simei..

found him beside the bed (on the floor) in the first day

suffered from a fits attack the subsequent.

why like that.. hurhur..

" What we truly are, far more than our ablities, is our choices" Dumbledore

Just finished my second book as well as the second movie of harry potter.

Hahahah..

A bit of harry potter overdose. I think i better wait a while before i continue with the 3rd book.

Wads up with my eyes man. Seen the doctor 3 times in 2 months for the eyes..

KNS..

=(

I wonder.. I really wonder..

Why somethings happen in a certain way..

Somehow things just doesnt make sense..

Hmmmmmm..

Roarrrrrrrr..

I should just go to sleep.

Taylor swift's songs are all so sweet.. so fairytale like..

=)

I have just finished Harry Potter and the Philosopher's stone. The book and the movie.

Ya ya.. I know I am super outdated.. But at least i did finish..

I am sure there are people out there who hasnt.. lol..

Its interesting..

I love fantasy..

Even though they seem so unrealistic..

=)

First time

First time in my life did I spend a 100bucks on food and drinks for my own dinner cum drinks..

First time in my life did I drink so much alcohol..

First time in my life that I arrived home so "early" at night..

I wonder if there will be a second time. Highly likely though.. Hahaha..

But the pub is a nice place. Its at carpenter's street. Nice and cosy place to linger in.. And the cocktail is nice!!

I like this:


But dont get me wrong. I'm not in love.. Hahah.. The song is so sweet so i like it.. =)

I left my swimsuit in the hotel..

Booohoooo..

And in an obscure area that i dont think the housekeeper will find it..

And the lost and found section seems to be irritated by me cos I called like 3 times.. And I told them different things each time..

I hope they dont think I am playing a prank.. I am just too stone cos i'm tired.. Hurrr..

I'm bored. I expected NPS to be slightly more happening. But I guess its cos I came with a group of friends that I knew already..

And they dont club nor pub.

I dont like to club.. But I dont mind going to a pub and chill.. But the rest are clubbing tonight.. And I decided not to join them.

hmmmm. I'm back in my room not knowing what to do. With my company laptop, i cant facebook chat nor use msn.

Hurrrr..

I guess I'll just go back to my bed and read harry potter..

NPS

New professional School.

5 night stay at trader's hotel..

A cool experience.. My first experience of staying in a local hotel..

But its like damn expensive laa.. Sunday's hotel stay is like 400sgd++ cos of F1..

And I cant sleep well.. Maybe the bed is wrong.. Maybe the pillow is wrong.. I dunno what is wrong..

I think its cos duqi is not around..

I'm going to zombie around if its another bad night tonight.. hur..

And I think I am been behaving funny.. Trying to drink coffee and trying to eat spice..

I dunno why I'm doing that.. Hurrr.. Seriously dunno why.. But I just feel like doing it..

Ham Ham is here.....

After soooo long, I finally have a hamster again.

Name yet to be decided.

But its super lazy and it sleeps like a human. With the four legs in the air. Super comical lor. And it sleeps like 99% of the time. The 1% of the time is when i go disturb her to make sure she is still alive. lol.



=)

I have been eating too much for the past 3 days.

Eat & eat & eat even when I'm not hungry.

I got to stop this or I cant squeeze into my pants anymore..

Boooo.

I'm confused.

Hurrr.

己所不欲勿施于人！

I'm surprised that I can survived watching Fringe.

Somehow I got my brains to believe that they aren't real blood. I wonder if i can start watching gruesome movies now..

And hopefully one day overcome my fear of blood.

Karma

Oh my god. I just came back..

My relative came from Indonesia.
My nephew is sick. Bad diarrhea..

Send him to hospital and just came back..

Hurr.. I'm going to die at work tmr.

Slack game today at netball.

BUT i suspect I strained my Achilles's Tendon during the warmup..

What theeeee!!

No offense to anyone. But the ge-tai is seriously irritating.

There is this one probably >100m away. And i can hear is as clear as it is as if its on my house tv...

Just that I cant change the channel nor switched it off.

Irritating..

My dad is incorrigible....

WHAT IF??

I think fringe is a bit too gruesome for me.

My gastric feels funny..

I think I have been eating too much recently.

Time to watch my diet.. Gastric pain really suckss..

What the hell.. 2oseconds of phonecall costs me 3 bucks!!!

Either I ate too much, or I drank too much. I started puking when I got home..

Fairy tale song.. EWWwww so sweet.

But too bad fairytale remain as fairytale. They don't happen in reality.

In reality, the "always" is instantaneous. Nobody can promise eternity. Though at the moment one could seriously believe that it could be everlasting.

There are just some people I cannot stand

Got super pissed off by a small event today.. And after a while, I'm like thinking, she is not worth me getting so worked up..

Went to watch some competition today and bought some food for my friend.

"AAAAaaa Bubble Tea!" She exclaimed and snatched it away...

I bought it!! And I just passed it to my friend a few seconds ago. Who is she to just snatch it away. HELLLOOOOO.. Is she a bimbo or what... WTH.. I'm like standing less than a metre away. Am I invisible? Or did she purposely flirt in front of me??

I felt a total disrespect.

I got so pissed off that I just left the competition site. That's what I normally do when I get pissed off. To leave the site asap. Yaaa I bit immature and low EQ.. But at least, its better than me flaring up in front of my friend and acquaintances.

Actually her friend saw me giving a pissed off glare.. Wonder if she felt that her friend's behavior is inappropriate too.

I took a look before I left to see if she did return the bubble tea. And nope she didn't. Dunno what will happen to those food that I specially make a trip to acquire. And I don't really want to know. Didn't want to know the possibilities that my effort is being gobbled down by a someone sooo rude..

I felt sorry for my friend that and didn't stay to watch the game all the way. Actually I would have stayed on.. Seriously..

I'm sorry.. To just walk off with I get pissed. hmmmm. I should change that..

I mean seriously. I shouldn't let people like her disrupt my plans. Not worth it..

Ok enough of complains..

I highlighted my hair over the weekend.. Its orangy brown now. =) I think it looks pretty nice!! Heeee..

But on the other hand,


Boohooo. I got injuried this morning while trying to get my dad up the ramp but slipped instead. Couldn't let go of the wheelchair and let my dad slide down.. So I just clench and hang on and make sure he is up before I start jumping up and down in pain.. *sniffs*

This reminds me of the incident a few months ago. I was trying to get my dad up the ramp again. And that was when I sprained my ankle not long before. I was using all my force trying to get my dad up, and naturally my ankle got to help support. My ankle gave way twice while trying to get him up.. Hurhur. Ouchhhhhh.

I kinda of suck at netball.

But the feeling of successfully intercepting a ball is just great.

Though I only get to do it like once or twice in a game.

And the conclusion is that I just need to improve more.

Be more agile and quicker!! I hope I can grow taller too..

Ok. Full fledged sick. Fever has set in.

Slight though.

Sleep sleep sleep.

After i bring my mummy out for dinner though.

A leaky nose, a sore throat. what else? an impending fever?

How come someone's temper can change so fast?

My daddy is becoming un-manageable.

Haiz..

First time I tried playing netball with the ESRC team.

But it drizzled and the floor was wet. The game was on and off.

The pace of the game is rather slow compared to the lao laos game. I'm not sure if its cos the floor is wet and we dont really want to run.

We have got a few good shooters. So its like when the ball goes into the semi circle, the chances of scoring is like 80%. Erpss.

So diff from the lao laos game where the ball will stay within the semicircle for like 5 mins and eventually the ball will be passed out. Lol..

A totally different feel la, where people uses technique to play rather than fitness.

Wanted to try an attacking role, but since I can't shoot for nuts, I can only try WA. HOWEVER, i didn't get to play WA. So I have been WD for the entire game.

Overally, the experience is good. Will go back next wednesday. =)

And yaaaa, i signed up for a kueh class and they teached how to make oneh oneh!!! lol.. Heee.. so exciting!!!

My stomach's been weird ever since I came back from phuket. Heh.

And my daddy has been unusually difficult to manage. Haizzz. And it seems like it may be like that for long term. I got to look for a solution.

Something new

Went out and have half a cup of dark mocha frappacino from starbucks.

Felt a bit uncomfortable, but I came home and knocked out straight.

Haaa.

New blog

I decided to create a new blog to replace my old ones.

I like to keep entries. They are mark different stages of my life.